Je t'aime ♡

Make a wish, 11.11.11 :)

2011-11-10T20:10:00.000-08:00

Just a short update on this special day :) So, did anyone made a wish? I just did. Lol, I hope it comes true ♥ :D Happy 11.11.11 everyone! Stay beautiful and true to yourself my lovelies :)

Bye babes ♥

MAC Hello Kitty : Superslick Liquid Eye Liner

2011-11-06T23:10:00.000-08:00

Yay! Mom got me one of those MAC Hello Kitty: Superslick Liquid Eye Liner yesterday *woots!* Liquid liner so slick, it almost describes itself. Water-based, water resistant, quick and precise to apply. Dries in 15 seconds to provide a sleek, long-wearing, wet-look, no-smudge line. The superior no-fuss, no-wobble, application lies in the "magic tip" of the easy-to-control dip-stick applicator.

Shade: On the Hunt

Bye :) ♥

Nail Polish

2011-11-04T08:25:00.000-07:00

Hello lovelies :) I started collecting nail polish at the beginning of this year but it's not until the last couple of months that my nail polish collection started growing. Hee :3 So, these are what I have so far. ♥

Bought for RM5.50 each! *cheap* x)
(Front to back) Twilight Zone, Blue Splash, Light Khaki Pearl, Rosewood, Peach, Lemon Green, Sepia and Persian Indigo.
These are all from Elianto.

My EzFlow. It's in Pearl White. Bought from Miniature Corner @ tHe Spring.

These are the cheapest. Only RM 2.90 each :) Bought at Cindy.

Bought these online. I don't remember from which website but they were pretty cheap and they last long! :D

That's all I have. FOR NOW ;) Stay tuned for more updates! Bye ♥

Jenna's "How To Make Awesome Pet Names" formula. Enjoy ;)

2011-11-02T19:44:00.000-07:00

Under The Mistletoe ♥

2011-11-02T05:40:00.000-07:00

Well, it appears that the Beliebers are getting an early present for the holidays this year! :D I'm pretty sure Justin says the word Mistletoe in every song on Under The Mistletoe but that's okay, cause I love him, and wouldn't mind meeting him under the mistletoe ;) ♥

*Sorry Razif* x) ♥

Goodbye October, Hello November ♥

2011-11-01T05:17:00.000-07:00

Hey there dear reader :) It's already November! Phew! Time sure flies! ~~Lucky for me~~ :P October had been quite a harsh and rough month for me. It's been quite a ride October, I'm glad it's over and November is here. And, that means Christmas is near ♥
Also, Justin's new album Under The Mistletoe is selling in stores now (So gonna buy it! ;D ) AND the latest Twilight Saga, Breaking Dawn is coming soon! Been waiting for so long and finally! :D I'm ecstatic! Let's all hope November will bring us lots of love, laughter and even more memories to hold on to :) ♥

And, I hope this month will be a wonderful and magical month for ALL of you.

Till the next time, BYE ♥

Super Save

2011-10-30T06:34:00.000-07:00

Bought cheap cheap stuff at Super Save x) Hehehehe :3

Can't resist these cute wall decor butterflies that cost 50 cents each!

And these smiley badges too x)

Logos Hope ♥

2011-10-30T06:01:00.000-07:00

Hola :) Guess what? I finally got to go on the Logos Hope! :D The place was packed with people and it was pretty tiring; nevertheless, we had loads of fun! :D

The Logos Hope :)

The long looonggg line :O

Waiting in line XP

Anyways, after minutes of waiting, we finally got into the ship and bookstore. *yay!* Mum told us to only buy things that can't be found anywhere else in town so I bought a Logos Hope key ring, a Logos Hope greeting card, a pocket-sized 'Nancy Drew's Guide to Life', and a poster of the ship itself :3

Each of these cost RM 4 :D *cheap* x) I guess it was worth it since it's not something you can see everyday. So, after all that book shopping, we were led to Hope Theatre where we get to take pictures with the crews on board and get to see a performance by mimes :D

Sorry for looking so fugly here -.-

Kay, that's all. BYE :P

Damai Central!

2011-10-23T02:24:00.000-07:00

So, yeah, we went to Damai Central ~~obviously~~ :D Didn't enjoy the ride there though [ I easily get 'car-sick' ] -.- Anyways, the beach was AWESOME :D

Arrived just in time to see the sunset!
* Sorry for the bad quality pic D: Was using a Handycam. Left my camera at home:'( *

Me familia :D

Kthanksbyeeeeeeee :D

YEAR-END EXAMS D:

2011-10-13T19:03:00.000-07:00

So, the 2nd Semester exams are right around the corner and I haven't even revised a thing! I want to, but I don't have the will to study bah -.- I'm so gonna die this term D:

#WeLoveRyGood

2011-10-03T19:10:00.000-07:00

Aw, Ryan Good is leaving The Bieber Team :'( He's been with us since day one and now he's leavinggg! He's like a big brother to Bieber and he will be loved by Bieliebers! He makes Justin laugh, which makes us laugh! He rocks! #WeLoveRyGood is still trending on Twitter :) Hmm, and and, i'm sure that we all know about a crazy hater who wants to kill Bieber at his concert in Peru -.- THIS CAN'T HAPPEN!

Kenny Hamilton pleaseee protect him :'(

Playlist updated!

2011-10-02T19:38:00.000-07:00

Hey guys :) So I updated my playlist! Though there's only one song in it :( I don't feel like adding loads of songs in my playlist. It's my fav and has the most perfect lyrics ever!! :DDD

INSPIRED! The Twilight Saga: Eclipse - Jessica's Valedictorian Speech

2011-09-30T07:46:00.000-07:00

So, I was watching The Twilight Saga: Eclipse, and was inspired by Jessica's Valedictorian speech! Here's how it goes!

Jessica's speech -

“When we were five, they asked us what we wanted to be when we grew up. Our things were answers like astronaut, president, or in my case, princess.

When we were ten, they asked us again. We answered - rock star, cowboy, or in my case, gold medalist. But now that we’ve grown up, they want a more serious answer. Well, how about this, Who the hell knows?!

This isn’t a time to make hard and fast decisions. This is the time to make mistakes. Take the wrong train and get stuck somewhere chill. Fall in love - a lot. Major in philosophy because there’s no way to make a career out of that. Change your mind. Then change it again because nothing is permanent.

So make as many mistakes as you can. That way, someday, when they ask again what we want to be, we won’t have to guess. We’ll know.”

I'm back!

2011-09-30T07:39:00.000-07:00

Oh my :O It's been weeks since I last updated this blog and it's almost October now! Sorry for that though. Had a very busy month. But now, I'm back! :D Expect more posts from me from now on!

Why am I different?

2011-07-29T05:25:00.000-07:00

Heyoo :D

So, I was looking through pictures of my girl friends and suddenly felt so self-conscious! They're all so beautiful and gorgeous, I wish I had a pretty face just like them :( Hmmm. And3, I don't know why I mess up a lot when doing stuff. I hate making mistakes. I hate getting scolded for it. I didn't even do it on purpose! I want to be able to do things right. Just for once. I don't wanna hear my mum and dad yelling at me every second I mess up. *sigh*

Injection!

2011-07-28T07:19:00.000-07:00

Finally got the 3rd and last dose of the HPV vaccination. YAY! -.- It hurt a little..okay, maybe A LOT! :'( It felt like my arm was going to fall off! My classmate, Michelle , cried as usual. LOL, sorry Michelle :D Anyways, the shot took like only 3 seconds but still, it hurt. like hell. Urgghhhh -.-

Hottie Alert! ♥

2011-07-24T02:37:00.000-07:00

I was playing "Well look who grew up nice" with my mom. LOL :D

Here's my fav ♥

Remember the kid from Lizzie Mcguire (Matt Mcguire)? *wink wink*

English Language Did You Knows (I'm so bored!)

2011-07-24T02:02:00.000-07:00

Did you know the least used letter in the alphabet is Q

Did you know skiing is the only word with double i

Did you know dreamt is the only word that ends in mt

Did you know the first letters of the months July through to November spell JASON

Did you know there are only 4 words in the English language which end in ‘dous’ (they are: hazardous, horrendous, stupendous and tremendous)

Did you know the oldest word in the English language is ‘town’

Did you know ‘Bookkeeper’ and ‘bookkeeping’ are the only 2 words in the English language with three consecutive double letters

Did you know the word ‘Strengths’ is the longest word in the English language with just one vowel

Did you know the dot on top of the letter ‘i’ is called a tittle

Did you know the past tense for the English word ‘dare’ is ‘durst’

Did you know the word ‘testify’ derived from a time when men were required to swear on their testicles

Did you know the first English dictionary was written in 1755 (Out smart your History teacher with this! ;D )

Did you know the old English word ‘juke’ meaning dancing lends its name to the juke box

Did you know 1 out of every 8 letters written is an 'e'.

Did you know the longest one syllable word in the English language is ‘screeched’

Did you know all pilots on international flights identify themselves in English regardless of their country of origin

Did you know the expression to ‘knuckle down’ originated from playing marbles (players used to put their knuckles to the ground for their best shots)

Did you know the word ‘almost’ is the longest in the English language with all the letters in alphabetical order

Did you know the most commonly used word in English conversation is ‘I’

And there you go! 19 Did You Knows about the English language.

*sigh* I'm still bored :(

I'm wasting away right now

2011-07-24T01:32:00.000-07:00

Okay, I'm so bored right now, I could..erm, yeah -.-" I can’t even put into words how bored I am. SAVE ME PEOPLE! Facebook's dead quiet right now, same goes for Tumblr, my boyfie is nowhere to be found so no one to text at the moment and Omegle isn't even fun right now -.-" Oh, what a bore my life is D:

It's nothing

2011-07-13T04:44:00.000-07:00

Last night, my boyfriend was feeling down. And of course, it's because of me. (WHY can't I do ANYTHING right??) T.T Anyways, he said he doesn't feel like living anymore so I tried my best to console him, cheer him up.I've also apologized and I don't think he'll EVER forgive me again :(

Hmm, this was all MY FAULT! It ALWAYS is! I'm like the troublemaker in this relationship -.-" I gave him some time to be alone and to calm down. I'll never stop blaming myself. He's always been pressured (well, most of the time by me) and I pity him a lot.

I could have been a better girlfriend. I wish I was. I care so much about him and I love him even more. But that never seems to be enough to keep him to stay happy. I hate seeing him hurt when it's all because of me. Hmm, what am I suppose to do? :(

Young Love

2011-07-11T07:45:00.000-07:00

Parents always tell us not to focus on relationships because they aren’t important at our age and we should wait until we’re done with school to find someone, right now it’ll only distract you. But by that time comes, we aren’t young anymore. I think the best part about being young and in love is how deeply we feel. When you find someone you really like, you get really excited and jittery just to hear their voice. That moment where your heart stops when you finally have the guts to tell them you like them.

You think about their every feature and every moment you spend together and it just makes you feel happy inside. That first kiss is like nothing you could ever explain, it’s too good to be true. But ~~teenage love is like a roller coaster~~. It’s cliche but so true at the same time. You fight and scream and yell. You’re whole body just feels weak, with your heart hanging heavily.

You fall asleep crying, thinking that nothing could be worse, feeling like you’ve hit rock bottom. Like I said before, we feel everything so deeply, even the pain. We let ourselves get hurt because we never knew how hard we would fall. We were so ignorant of the consequences. Yet you should be thankful to have the ability to feel that hurt, that you found someone that could actually make you feel that way.

For some people its too late because in those years that we have, where we laugh and cry, we learn to love and be strong. Some of us built these walls up because they learned too early how to be strong. Don’t take these years for granted because you will never get them back and there’s a possibility you may never feel the same again.

I am what I am

2011-07-10T19:46:00.000-07:00

I don't need huge breasts hanging out of my shirt to look hot. I have a brain.

That's for all you girls who think you need to show everything to look good. Just be healthy.

I hope you see this.

This sucks -.-

2011-07-08T05:16:00.000-07:00

Oh look, no followers :'D NOT EVEN ONE.

The story of my life :'P

Confessions of A Scared Girlfriend

2011-07-07T17:55:00.000-07:00

My boyfie of 1 year has cheated on me for 4 times in the past year and I wouldn't be surprised if he does it to me AGAIN. Yet, no matter how much hurt he has done to me, I still love him so and can't let him go. Life now with him is going pretty smooth but there's one thing that ALWAYS bothers me.

You see, my boyfriend is a bowler and of course, he goes to tournaments once in a while. That's fine by me but, the problem is that whenever he goes to any tournament, he tends to flirt with the girls there. And when I ask him if he has met any new 'girl friends', he would lie and say NO. ALL I WANT IS FOR HIM TO BE HONEST WITH ME. Hmmm, it's a good thing I asked his friends to watch him for me when they're away.

I don't understand him. WHY does he NEED to flirt around when he's not even single?! I'm sure if I did the same thing to him he would kill me! It's NOT fair okay! I hate it! I hate it! I hate it!

I don't know what LOVE means to him. I don't even know if he really loves me! I'm just so scared to lose him. I am aware that i'm FAT, UGLY and NOT PRETTY ENOUGH.

I'M NEVER ENOUGH FOR HIM.

One day, for sure I'll lose him because of that. One day, he'll meet that girl. The girl he dreams of. And I know in my heart that that girl will NEVER be ME.

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Dear, if you're reading this, I just want to let you know that I never got over the fact that you cheated on me although it happened in the past. I'm just scared, you know. I love you so much and I never want to lose you because of another girl. The thought of that haunts me in my dreams always.

the seven wonders of MY world :D

2011-07-07T07:01:00.000-07:00

When I grow up, I wanna travel to these amazing and beautiful places with the love of my life! ;D

Paris, France

Los Angeles, California

New York

London, England

Taylor Alison Swift

2011-07-07T05:07:00.000-07:00

Just wanna share a few pictures of my all time favourite artist and also one of my most inspired people, Taylor Swift :D

That's all for the pictures :)

“When I was a little girl I used to read fairy tales. In fairy tales you meet Prince Charming and he’s everything you ever wanted. In fairy tales the bad guy is very easy to spot. The bad guy is always wearing a black cape so you always know who he is. Then you grow up and you realize that Prince Charming is not as easy to find as you thought. You realize the bad guy is not wearing a black cape and he’s not easy to spot; he’s really funny, and he makes you laugh, and he has perfect hair.” Tay

Today's Society

2011-07-07T04:01:00.000-07:00

I know I’m fat. Do you honestly think I get up every morning, look in the mirror, and say “Wow, look how skinny I am.” No. I see a big girl. I accept that. But there’s a time when I really don’t want to hear a fat joke. Example: “Man, this car is running slower than usual! Sammy, get out the car!” Usually, I will laugh it off. But with every laugh, there’s a voice in the back of my mind that says “Do they really think that about me? Is that all they see when they look at me? A fat girl?”

You have no right to decimate what I have left of my self esteem.

There is always someone who reminds me that i'm fat every single day. I don't know if i even have any self esteem left in myself.

Some people don’t even have to make jokes, I can see it in their eyes, or even in their body language. I’d walk into a room of strangers, and some people would look me up and down. Not to check me out, but to wonder why I’m so big. Yes, I work out. But just because I work out doesn’t mean I have to lose weight right away. Honestly? I have starved myself, several times. Why? Because in the eyes of today’s society, I’m a fat girl, and fat girls don’t get approached as often as skinnier girls, or the attention they get. So thanks a lot society.

I know many other people have this same exact problem. And I’m tired of it. I’m tired of being the center of fat jokes at a party, I’m tired of having people tell me I should lose a few pounds, I’m tired of society’s idea of “beauty”, I’m tired of weird looks from strangers that don’t even know my name- basically, I’m tired of people. I’ve learned to accept myself for who I am, and I thank those who DON’T make fun of how I look. I just hope that one day, society’s idea of “beauty” isn’t a skinny girl, with the perfect body, perfect face, pretty hair, perfect everything.

That's me btw :P

2011-07-06T19:40:00.000-07:00

Always follow your heart and see where it takes you ♥

Just living life as it is

2011-07-06T19:26:00.000-07:00

LIVE. LIFE. It's something we should all keep in mind no matter what life throws at us. Forget for a moment that you are obligated to anyone. Forget for just a moment that the impossible is not out of reach in any way.

What would you do?

People always say, “oh, a screenwriter! that is so great, good luck with that.” Within this comment i see two things. One is, “wow, that is quite a dream. Keep on with that dream,” the other is, “Alright, that is great and all but please tell me that at some point you will be practical with your life.”

It may be ignorant or naive to say this but, Dream big my friends. Dream. Big. And more importantly go out and work toward that dream.

Even if you don’t get to your dream, at least you will have a hell of a ride to show for it! :D

Never live your life by someone else's rules, live for yourself and do what makes you happy ♥

Teenage Love Relationships

2011-07-06T19:11:00.000-07:00

The Teenage Love Relationship deals with the relationship of love that exists between the teenage groups. In schools the teenagers usually make friends easily and therefore there remains the chance for a young boy/girl to get easily involved in a relationship. The teenagers usually do not consider the various aspects that are associated with the relationship of love and therefore tend to make mistakes regarding the choosing of a girlfriend/boyfriend.

Teenage is that phase of life, when one tries to discover life and makes attempts to unfold the mysteries of life or it could be said that a teenager finds himself/herself trapped in this complex world. A teenager therefore searches for a true friend, with whom he/she can share all his/her troubles or is in need of a friend who would help him/her to cope with the challenges offered by life. Therefore it can be deducted that the root of teen love is friendship and often adulation for friends leads to infatuation.

Love is in fact the aspect due to which romance culminates into a relationship. LOVE is something which can't be determined or measured by anyone.

Being Disappointed

2011-07-06T18:14:00.000-07:00

I hate that feeling when someone says they are disappointed in you. It really hits you ~~hard~~ when someone says that. I think it hits a person harder than if you just said “I’m very mad at you” or “You shouldn’t do that” or something like that. Someone being disappointed in you is like having your heart shot at. It really is a horrible feeling. When someone says that I know that I never want to do whatever it was I did after they say that. I just hate people getting disappointed in me.

The Unfair Teenage Life

2011-07-06T07:48:00.000-07:00

Life is so unfair! You put someone first who puts you second. You study your ass off for a final but still you get a 'B'. You give a 110% in a relationship to someone when they only give 40%. You're there for your best friend at 3am when they needed you the most. And the next day, they won't pick up their phone. You care so much for someone who does not care enough about you to say "Hi" even once. You give someone your time and they give you, "Sorry, I'm busy". It seems like you're giving everyone your everything and they're just walking away giving you back NOTHING!

It's just me

2011-07-06T03:40:00.000-07:00

I'm the kind of girl that when I cry, I cry. When I fall for someone, I fall too hard. People tell me I'm too intense when it comes to emotions. I'll do anything to be around you. I don't always look perfect and sometimes I get insecure. And I may have flaws, but I could love you better than anyone else ever could. It hurts so much losing someone so close to you. Please, I don't want to fight anymore.